Cause of Death

I have came to a conclusion in regards to my own COD.It is either I will end up with stomach or esophagus cancer,holes in my stomach or esophagus due to too much acid or anything got to do with my stomach or esophagus.

Starting this semester,around end of February,I have been having difficulties with food and my digestion.It is bad enough that normally I already eat so little,now I even eat lesser.And after I eat,it will at least take me 45min to 1 hour to feel better.After I eat,I feel like throwing out (sign of pregnant,ey?), even in the simplest form of food,oat and cereal.Of course,it will be so much easier for me if I just go and puke.But I didn't want it,as I am afraid that it might become bulimia later.Eat and throw out.No good,no good at all.

And oh,let me introduce my new friend to you,mr or ms insomnia that have been introduced by my stomach problems, I guess.I have been having difficulties in falling asleep or sleeping.Even if I get to sleep, I will have not have more than 4 hours of sleep,and those 4 hours of sleep,definitely not quality sleep.

Old friend,I am so not glad to have you back.Stay away from me as far as you could.Each time you come to pay a visit,the condition gets worst.

New friend,I am so not glad to meet you.Please get out of my life,never be seen and never be heard again.

Thank you.

Post ini khas untuk emobear

Emobear,mie mish yew.Mie mish hanging out with yew.Ohmylord I don't know why I'm typing like this but once in awhile we do talk to each other ingame like this.Hahaha.

Wei.Faster come back la.I wanna go Gardens' red box and eat the oyster with you again.Seriously I miss hanging out with you man.Without you, the group seem to have less laughter,probably because you are the subject for me and gabby to bully,hahaha.

This time come back don't buy me stupid key chain already.Help me buy some baju la,nubhead.Anyway,take good care of yourself.I can't always be there to watch your emo back /ok.

Thinking of which...adik gabby is transferring to UK soon,too.Then,munzillah's leaving too.Like omgawdd.I'm the only one that still stuck here.Group all terbang to different places and I'm still stuck in this stupid country.Ohmansosad.

Pictures from the farewell

From left,kuku, Carmun, Danny @ Ricardo, Emobear, Gabby, Munzillah and me



Emobear and adik
Emo la.Punch you ah!

The world is filled with idiots.

As I finished my exam,so I went to the usual place to wait for the LRT bus to come.As I was waiting,there's this guy,named idiot, bumped into me and he apologies.So I smiled back and say it's okay,and I ignored him.Didn't even bother to look at his face.Shortly after the bus arrived,so I got into the bus and Mr idiot sat right beside me.Then he started courting me by asking if I were a student.Like duhhh,I was carrying my notepad and text book.So I politely answered him yes and he started talking nonsense and telling me how young I am,how beautiful I am and sort.Then he started asking me if I was attached.

To get rid of him and his stupid nonsense conversation,I lied.I told him I was engaged and will get married once I've graduated.He went like,really?I said yes and smile at him pretending I am all blissful and sort.Then he was like..."oh...I think you shouldn't commit so early you know.You are still young and fluctuating.You don't really seem to know what you want in life.Also you shouldn't give up the forest because of a tree."

That's it man...Seriously I hate people who thinks they know me very well,and they know nothing about me.I hate people who thinks they are so smart that they know everything and everyone under the sun.You just bumped into me like 10 minutes ago.How well can you know me from my face?Idiot.Like seriously,I really can't tolerate people like this.

Then,when reached the LRT station,he asked me for my number.Then I politely refused.Suddenly now I am wondering,what have gotten into me that I was still so polite.Must be the dam abnormal psychology exam and what I've studied.I could have given him my true colors with my sarcasm and sort.But I somehow just lost the edge.

I seriously regret it man.This is how I felt afterward when I reach home.

Humanity

I have really no clue on what have gotten into human beings....They are so obsessed with sex...to the extend where the grandpa can rape their own grand daughter and just 2 days ago,a 80 years old man raped a girl who is slightly mentally retarded....80 years old man...Just...Real sickening.People keep praying and believing in God...Does god teaches us or ask us to do this kind of things?Where is the humanity?And what's so fun of raping your own grand daughter or mentally retarded girl at such old age?I admit I am not a man hence I could not feel the pleasure or excitement of raping someone or having sex at such old age but yeah.I just don't get the point.Raping someone is never a good thing but this,raping your own grand daughter is really a wtf to me.

People say the older you get, the wiser you will be.I guess this one is hardly applicable anymore.

I almost got killed.

Not literally,thou.I was not able to online for the past like...5 days I guess?And I was bored to death and so unwilling to stay at home.TV is no longer my center of attention and I don't know why.I got no books to read.I finished my Angels and Demons book and I am hunting for a new one.But with my pickiness,I am not sure I can find one that's interesting ;(

And I guess I got hooked up to internet and this online thing is because of the HK drama I was watching online everyday!I was watching Moonlight Resonance @ Ka Hou Yuet Yuen in cantonese.The show is awesome.I've been watching it through this website http://alittlebiteveryday.blogspot.com/2008/07/heart-of-greed-ii-moonlight-resonance.html

The wonderful thing of this website is,they have other dramas too!Now my life is so wonderful with the dramas.

On the other hand...Being able to online mean that I have to start my works/assignments already ;(

Early morning 8.30am meeting....Kill me please.

God have no eyes

Yes.god certainly have no eyes.The way bug eats is way more aggressive than I do,he eats more than I do and I am the one left with high cholesterol?WTF?And he was perfectly fit with no cholesterol problem?WTH?

Now I have to go into diet mode for 3 months,No rice,no porkie certainly,no red meat such as mutton,beef as well as duck.I can only eat vege,fish and small amount of chicken without skin.I so kelian la.Why la like that one?So unfair :(

Italiannis @ Curve

I swear by the name of whatever God,I will never step into that shop again.Never!

Sucky carbonara,completely tasteless!Even the bacon also tasteless!Bad service,don't know where the hell are their crews,worse is they scammed me!

Look at the receipt and try calculating it.

The amount should be $57.96.Amount for our food and beverages was %50.40,5% of Gov tax should be $2.52,and 10% of service charge should be $5.04.

Is not like I mind about the bloody 4cents but I just don't think it is appropriate to set the bill that way.It is alright if you come up to me with no balance and telling me that you don't have small change anymore that's fine,at least with an apparent and valid reason,but this is just crap.A pure scam case as I assume?

What worse was,they don't even have their own sugar packets.They took it from Friday's.Such a shame even though they are under the same umbrella.But still,Italiannies itself is a huge business.I just don't get it.

Washroom/Toilet/Ladies'

I really really don't get it.If any of you have not enter the Ladies' in Starhill before,I can ensure you it's a very luxury washroom,even better than the RM2 washroom in KLCC.It's absolute luxury.Aroma therapy burning every single minute,dim lights,bench,and full body mirrors.

That's what I bound to see most of the time.Girls sitting at the bench and gossiping for a long time.And they girls I saw,they happen to be some shop's sales assistance as well because they are all dressed in black.

Worse thing of my life,5 young girls in the washroom TAKING PICTURES OF THEMSELVES!!!What's so nice about taking picture in the toilet leh.Hello even if its a luxury toilet it's still a toilet la.What's so nice of taking picture of yourself in the washroom?I really don't get it lor seriously.Maybe next time I should just poo poo and don't flush it,then turn off the aroma therapy thingy if I see people taking picture of themselves in washroom again.

Not sick one meh?

I know I have not update my blog and online for a long time.Perhaps like 2 weeks?I've been really busy and things are really screwed up and messed up.I hate short semester and I hate to do things or studying without my adrenaline.I need them so that I could keep things on my track.

Paris is out from jail!

As the title says,Paris is out from jail,proposed by her psychiatrist.According to her psychiatrist,Paris was unable to sleep and keep crying everyday.She needs to hug the bible to sleep.This la that la if don't get her out from there she'd have mental break down this that this that.

Loophole in psychology also you can find ah?Keng lah you.I HAIL!

Paris Hilton

News/information taken from BBC.


Paris Hilton drops prison appeal

The hotel heiress is due to start her sentence on 5 JuneParis Hilton will not appeal against her 45-day prison sentence for violating her probation for a drink-driving conviction.
The 26-year-old is to serve only half of her sentence - about 23 days - after being given credit for good behaviour.
Los Angeles Superior Court spokeswoman Katherine Roberts said Hilton's lawyer notified the court that the reality TV star was abandoning her appeal.
Hilton is due to begin her sentence on 5 June in a suburb of Los Angeles.

OMFG this is so dam fake lor.I'm speechless.I can ensure you 1001% the Hilton family bribe the judge to reduce her sentence.


Another part.

Hilton sentence 'could be halved'

Hilton is due to start her sentence on 5 JuneCelebrity heiress Paris Hilton may have her forthcoming jail sentence cut in half, US authorities have said.
Time off for good behaviour and prison overcrowding could mean Hilton spends just three weeks in jail.
"It's possible it could be 21 days, 23 days," said Los Angeles County sheriff spokesman Steve Whitmore.

What good behavior?Omg my foot la good behavior.The other day I only read from news paper she drove again in the same week as her probation was announced.She was caught red-handed because she got lost that time.

Omg what good behavior is this?Why no one reward me for being a part time social worker?So unfaily lor.I'm more good girl than she is.I want to appeal to the world I tell you.


Hilton 'good behaviour' cuts term

The hotel heiress is due to start her sentence on 5 JuneParis Hilton will serve just half of her 45-day jail sentence and be separated from most other inmates, authorities in California have said.
The celebrity heiress will spend about 23 days in a "special needs housing unit" in a suburb of Los Angeles.
Her sentence was shortened after being given credit for good behaviour.

I'm speechless = =