Blardeee hellllllll.Early morning 7.40 I got awake by a blardee pervert call.Oh well I don't mind la if my dear or my bie calls.But blardeee hell disturb me to sleep nia.Thought of today got no class but just one in-house seminar at 12.30 so can hybernate until at least 11.This blardeee fool called me and talk vaguely as I was blur.Eh who isn't blur when they wake up la dehh. So I asked him who is he lar because it shows unknown number (without names,not showing private number.) and he addressed himself as Jeff.He's one hell weird fella.Keep asking me whether am I sleeping or not.Eh idiot obviously I'm sleeping la.
So I asked him where did he get my number from as recently I didn't give anyone my number,not even new meet college mates.And apparently I know no Jeff.And he answered me with this "I used to make love with you,and your ass is big." I got blank out not because of I'm scare of I'm freak out but is wasting my precious time to fire my neurons to get them to work and think about what to respond.So I hung the call.I didn't bother much as I'm not afraid or freak out,I tried to get back to sleep as the weather is still very cooling.
But hell that idiot called again.I was thinking to pick up or not and when I press the call button,he hung up.Ma de blardee hell.This time I'm fully awake,really cannot get back to sleep already.Wah this is just so cb.Disturb me to sleep.Dahlah I'm falling sick already still don't want to let me get some rest.Blardeee hell.
Oh well since now all prepaid has to be registered so I'll just report it to ordinary police station.If they don't find out who mr.Jeff is then I'm going to report to my friend who works in Bukit Aman,since my friends ain't no ordinary slacky layzee officer.They do have certain influency.I want mr.Jeff to pay for waking up a tigeress who bites.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Irritating forwarded chain messages
Yes,I think I reached my limit in bearing those people who are dumb enough to actually bothers to read and forward to everyone in their friend list on friendster.Really nothing better to do ah?
I've been spending loads of my time(total up) to browse my email to delete the incoming message notification and loading the super slow friendster to delete those stupid chain messages in my inbox.Yes.My inbox.I don't mind if it is a message from someone else which I have to spare a minute or two to reply.But this is a stupid chain message.Who on earth would actually spend their precious time in reading something non benificial?What more this is not any information that I've not known before.
This is some kind of "if you dont forward it to x amount of people you will break up with your love ones within x days" kind of chain messages.
I don't mind if it's a chain message about information which I've not known of,nice scenary,or to help someone by forwarding so they get the fund or anything like that,which is benificial and could help someone out.
But,just let me declare this to you,dumb asses.
First and foremost : Don't act like you're very close to me,or you know me very well.
Secondly : Don't act like you cares.
Thirdly : Don't act like you will know what happen to me and my life,if something happens.
Fourthly : What has it got to do with you if I break up with my love ones?
Fifthly : Don't be stupid enough to believe those chain messages.
sixthly : Don't act like the "curse" or the "luck" in the chain message works.
Last but not least : What if I don't have a boyfriend?
I think I feel paltry to those of you who even bothers to read and forward those chain message.It take up a lot of time mmkays?And you could have use the time to do something more benificial to you and others.Such as social work,or go work to earn for your own living,to ease your paren't burden.What?You think is easy to to earn money nowadays ah.If you're still spending their money then go and get a life lar.
I'm not as beautiful or as smart or as blissful like those of you who are so free to forward chain messages.I have to study very hard to get B's,I have to use my spare time to work my ass out and earn for my own living.I don't have a smart brain,but I can only be hardworking;I don't have a rich parents,so I work my way out to achieve my goal;I don't have a rich boyfriend or sugar daddy that can take good care of me and my living.
So I beg your kindness,please kindly stop forwarding chain message to me.
A dumblond is bad enough,don't force me to call you a blind,illiterate or brainless.
I've been spending loads of my time(total up) to browse my email to delete the incoming message notification and loading the super slow friendster to delete those stupid chain messages in my inbox.Yes.My inbox.I don't mind if it is a message from someone else which I have to spare a minute or two to reply.But this is a stupid chain message.Who on earth would actually spend their precious time in reading something non benificial?What more this is not any information that I've not known before.
This is some kind of "if you dont forward it to x amount of people you will break up with your love ones within x days" kind of chain messages.
I don't mind if it's a chain message about information which I've not known of,nice scenary,or to help someone by forwarding so they get the fund or anything like that,which is benificial and could help someone out.
But,just let me declare this to you,dumb asses.
First and foremost : Don't act like you're very close to me,or you know me very well.
Secondly : Don't act like you cares.
Thirdly : Don't act like you will know what happen to me and my life,if something happens.
Fourthly : What has it got to do with you if I break up with my love ones?
Fifthly : Don't be stupid enough to believe those chain messages.
sixthly : Don't act like the "curse" or the "luck" in the chain message works.
Last but not least : What if I don't have a boyfriend?
I think I feel paltry to those of you who even bothers to read and forward those chain message.It take up a lot of time mmkays?And you could have use the time to do something more benificial to you and others.Such as social work,or go work to earn for your own living,to ease your paren't burden.What?You think is easy to to earn money nowadays ah.If you're still spending their money then go and get a life lar.
I'm not as beautiful or as smart or as blissful like those of you who are so free to forward chain messages.I have to study very hard to get B's,I have to use my spare time to work my ass out and earn for my own living.I don't have a smart brain,but I can only be hardworking;I don't have a rich parents,so I work my way out to achieve my goal;I don't have a rich boyfriend or sugar daddy that can take good care of me and my living.
So I beg your kindness,please kindly stop forwarding chain message to me.
A dumblond is bad enough,don't force me to call you a blind,illiterate or brainless.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
A complain.
I've got a very the bad personal consultant.Yes indeed he is one.From last time whenever I show him tops or bottoms that I'm interested in the first reaction he gonna show is "go try la go try la".After try if it looks okay then he gonna say "buy la buy la!"
O_o
Yesterday in 1U we passed by this shop.The mannequin was wearing a very nice pink kimono top with sakura on it.My favourite.I was showing him that kimono and he says "go try la go try la" while he knew that I'm broke and he also non stop babbling me about me spending money like water and the way I shops very scary.In fact,he also know that my trying 90% = buying.If I don't try I won't buy.And still he keep asking me go try.
Ma de what is this la weh you complain me spend money like water very scary now some more ask me go try while you knew try = 90% buy.Apalah lu.Tarak guna mia.Si chinaconman consultant.Always con me to spend my money.Ma de!
But then someone kena tapau by me for 2 days in a roll.On friday kena Tapau CS by using knife for 15-9
Yesterday play pool also kena tapau by me.Muahahahaahah
Lewser =p
Oh the feeling was so good,to eat caramel pop corn after so many years.By the way GSC 1U's pop corns is much nicer than the one in TGV KLCC.Sedap~ =p~
O_o
Yesterday in 1U we passed by this shop.The mannequin was wearing a very nice pink kimono top with sakura on it.My favourite.I was showing him that kimono and he says "go try la go try la" while he knew that I'm broke and he also non stop babbling me about me spending money like water and the way I shops very scary.In fact,he also know that my trying 90% = buying.If I don't try I won't buy.And still he keep asking me go try.
Ma de what is this la weh you complain me spend money like water very scary now some more ask me go try while you knew try = 90% buy.Apalah lu.Tarak guna mia.Si chinaconman consultant.Always con me to spend my money.Ma de!
But then someone kena tapau by me for 2 days in a roll.On friday kena Tapau CS by using knife for 15-9
Yesterday play pool also kena tapau by me.Muahahahaahah
Lewser =p
Oh the feeling was so good,to eat caramel pop corn after so many years.By the way GSC 1U's pop corns is much nicer than the one in TGV KLCC.Sedap~ =p~
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
My health condition is going downhill.My gastric strikes more frequent than it normally do.Last year,2006,the first three quarter of the month my gastric were alright.It only strike when my tummy is really empty to the extend where my acids overflow.But my health condition got worsened in september when my ex broke off with me.I was in depression and different from my friends.when I am depressed,I don't eat and I don't drink.
Since then my gastric strike more often and my tummy is very the vulnerable.It gets bloated easily and nowadays my appetite has decrease.If I were to just have a meal it could last me for one whole day.I eat even lesser than before.I think nowadays I have to be like Sara already.Order kid's meal wherever I go.
Yesterday I ate only quarter of rice then I feel very full already.Still recall my last time visit that Bak Kut Teh shop I could finish a bowl of rice by myself.Perhaps it was because my tummy is bloated with wind hence why I can't eat a lot and I feel like throwing out after meal.
Had my medication once I got home.Threw out a little but now my tummy is still bloated.If I tell my mummy this sure I kena scold wan.But my medications are finishing soon =( My acid supressant left only 2 pills.I'm dying. =(
Since then my gastric strike more often and my tummy is very the vulnerable.It gets bloated easily and nowadays my appetite has decrease.If I were to just have a meal it could last me for one whole day.I eat even lesser than before.I think nowadays I have to be like Sara already.Order kid's meal wherever I go.
Yesterday I ate only quarter of rice then I feel very full already.Still recall my last time visit that Bak Kut Teh shop I could finish a bowl of rice by myself.Perhaps it was because my tummy is bloated with wind hence why I can't eat a lot and I feel like throwing out after meal.
Had my medication once I got home.Threw out a little but now my tummy is still bloated.If I tell my mummy this sure I kena scold wan.But my medications are finishing soon =( My acid supressant left only 2 pills.I'm dying. =(
Reactions I have from my college friends
Yeah,basically I have a few reaction from my college friends after I return to college.The first was Sheu.I stood right in front of her at the pondok next to KPD A and it took her about one minute to recognize me.She was like.."oh my god fione.I couldn't recognize you.what happen to your hair"?I answered,"I had it cut lor".There stood Rachel Mui at the bench.She also went oh my god.Same thing like what Sheu said.
And then I went down to KPD E to meet up with Edric.It was friday,first day of registration open.Then,we went to main block in order to get ourselves registered.On the way up to the "hill" to proceed to main block's entrance,we saw our sweetie,Natasha.That women opened her mouth so big and she also went oh my god.I asked her why she said,"your hair is freaking short now.I couldn't recognize you from far.But it is nice on you".Then,she gave me a hug.Aww,I miss it. =(
Then,up to yesterday.My long waited reaction from Denesh,the cute little good boy.When I saw him entered HP Tower Cafe,I told Edric here comes Denesh.Let's see what his reaction is like.Then,I hid behind Edric.
Denesh came to our table and he was sms-ing.He didn't look at me but still he was chatting with Edric.After he done sending his sms,he gave me his hand,wanted to get to know me.
Denesh : "Hi,I am..."
After 30 seconds...
He literally dropped his jaw.He shouted OH MY GOD in unbelievably.I think that was too much for him to take,he went back to his own table.Me and Edric was laughing like hell already.He dropped his jaw.Yes he did lol.So far the most drastic reaction I ever had and both of us expected it from him.Omg lololol
That little boy is so cute man.The second time he came to our table again then only he remembered to give me a hug,after he is sober.LOL omg me and Edric just can't stop laughing.And we had a *5* for making Denesh have this drastic reaction successfully after seeing me.
And Kenneth Phun's class is killing.I thought Abraham was bad and now I know who is worse.I merely can understand what he is trying to say.The way he explain things are confusing and the best thing is that,most of the freshies are asking stupid question and debating over the stupid question.Is making me even more confuse man.And I was too tired.I accidentally fell asleep in front of him.Just can't stand him with he and his son's stories.And he can never stop mentioning about himself and his past and his family.
I'm really starting to wonder,how am I going to survive this semester and how to get at least all C+ and above.
God,please bless my soul.
And then I went down to KPD E to meet up with Edric.It was friday,first day of registration open.Then,we went to main block in order to get ourselves registered.On the way up to the "hill" to proceed to main block's entrance,we saw our sweetie,Natasha.That women opened her mouth so big and she also went oh my god.I asked her why she said,"your hair is freaking short now.I couldn't recognize you from far.But it is nice on you".Then,she gave me a hug.Aww,I miss it. =(
Then,up to yesterday.My long waited reaction from Denesh,the cute little good boy.When I saw him entered HP Tower Cafe,I told Edric here comes Denesh.Let's see what his reaction is like.Then,I hid behind Edric.
Denesh came to our table and he was sms-ing.He didn't look at me but still he was chatting with Edric.After he done sending his sms,he gave me his hand,wanted to get to know me.
Denesh : "Hi,I am..."
After 30 seconds...
He literally dropped his jaw.He shouted OH MY GOD in unbelievably.I think that was too much for him to take,he went back to his own table.Me and Edric was laughing like hell already.He dropped his jaw.Yes he did lol.So far the most drastic reaction I ever had and both of us expected it from him.Omg lololol
That little boy is so cute man.The second time he came to our table again then only he remembered to give me a hug,after he is sober.LOL omg me and Edric just can't stop laughing.And we had a *5* for making Denesh have this drastic reaction successfully after seeing me.
And Kenneth Phun's class is killing.I thought Abraham was bad and now I know who is worse.I merely can understand what he is trying to say.The way he explain things are confusing and the best thing is that,most of the freshies are asking stupid question and debating over the stupid question.Is making me even more confuse man.And I was too tired.I accidentally fell asleep in front of him.Just can't stand him with he and his son's stories.And he can never stop mentioning about himself and his past and his family.
I'm really starting to wonder,how am I going to survive this semester and how to get at least all C+ and above.
God,please bless my soul.
Monday, January 8, 2007
L'oreal VS Nivea Visage
I just changed all my skin care products from L'oreal to Nivea Visage.Not because of the 3 months of tolerance(every 3 months has to change product,else you won't be able to see it effective anymore) to the product,but it was partly because it finished.Previously I was using L'oreal oil control gel and now I am using Nivea Visage's refreshing cleansing gel.But then the result is,I find it now,whenever I use Nivea Visage,my face is not as oily compared to when I was using L'oreal.Ironic,isn't it?L'oreal's was supposed to be oil control but to be frank,I never find it effective on me.Instead,Nivea Visage suits my oily skin better. =)
L'oreal's oil control toner was too strong for me.I used it for few times only then I use toner from Himalaya.I saw the comment from magazine saying that Himalaya's toner is good.So I went and tried it out but too bad lar,it didn'twork on my skin also.
Currently I am using whitening toner from Nivea Visage also.Even though I am using it merely for 2 weeks,but my pores are not that visible anymore.In combination with Nivea Visage's All-Day-Aqua,my skin condition is much better compared to last time.Last time I used to be dehydrated and I have problem with putting on foundation and make ups.Because those will not stay on my skin for too long.Now even if I don't put foundation but just put on skin color eye shadow and eyeliner/eye shadow(now I am using eye shadows as eye liner,because eye liners are dull.),and loose powder + blusher,it could last for one whole day.Unless I wipe the blusher away lar.
Guess L'oreal still need to work harder in order to chase up with Nivea's standard. =)
L'oreal's oil control toner was too strong for me.I used it for few times only then I use toner from Himalaya.I saw the comment from magazine saying that Himalaya's toner is good.So I went and tried it out but too bad lar,it didn'twork on my skin also.
Currently I am using whitening toner from Nivea Visage also.Even though I am using it merely for 2 weeks,but my pores are not that visible anymore.In combination with Nivea Visage's All-Day-Aqua,my skin condition is much better compared to last time.Last time I used to be dehydrated and I have problem with putting on foundation and make ups.Because those will not stay on my skin for too long.Now even if I don't put foundation but just put on skin color eye shadow and eyeliner/eye shadow(now I am using eye shadows as eye liner,because eye liners are dull.),and loose powder + blusher,it could last for one whole day.Unless I wipe the blusher away lar.
Guess L'oreal still need to work harder in order to chase up with Nivea's standard. =)
First day of class
Wow,I'm lucky.I have only one class today.A 3 hours long lecture.And I ran away from it lol.I walked out in front of my lecturer lol.I went out at 10.50am while the class supposed to end at 12pm.Not bad ma.First class I already can't stand sitting inside for 3 fraking hours.Last time in ADP 2 hours class and we're always off at least half an hour earlier or maybe even earlier in tutorial.
Urgh and guess what?I have wednesday and friday free!!!!Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm so happy.but my days are a bit killing.Tuesday and thursday is a full day man.But uh never mind.I have 2 days are free.Lovely /lv
And I was wearing my new ring today.Bought yesterday in Blook with me personal consultant.But I didn't trust him for taking the lilac ring though.I followed and sticked to my own fashion sense.I chose the brown color ring for myself =p
Yesterday dragged my personal consultant(the sales assistant in Blook name it) out to have a walk with me at Bangsar.My personal consultant actually planned to just slack at home for the entire sunday which it could drives me nuts if I were to stay home for the entire sunday.So I dragged and drove my personal consultant out =p (sounds so..forcing.I'm a dictator =p)
Had lunch with my personal consultant at the famous banana leaf located at Telawi3 which is right opposite of Bangsar Village II.I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessss the bitter gourd there.It's superb!And it isn't bitter at all.I am someone who can't take bitterness hence it explains why I don't drink coffee.
Bought a couple of shirts from Amos and 1 barbie dollie(if its like this) top from Blook.Pink in color.My first ever pink top I have.And my personal consultant forced me to buy the red top from Amos while I wanted black and white actually =p It is also my first red top.I definitely not a red-person because red doesn't stand out with my fair skin tone.
I simply just love the Blook which located near to McDonalds.The sales assistant there are friendly and they gives you advices and tips in matching with their tops.I love them!
Now I'm missing the purple tops from Amos.Thinking maybe to get that also.=p my personal consultant will definitely kill me for getting more purple tops kakaka
Urgh and guess what?I have wednesday and friday free!!!!Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm so happy.but my days are a bit killing.Tuesday and thursday is a full day man.But uh never mind.I have 2 days are free.Lovely /lv
And I was wearing my new ring today.Bought yesterday in Blook with me personal consultant.But I didn't trust him for taking the lilac ring though.I followed and sticked to my own fashion sense.I chose the brown color ring for myself =p
Yesterday dragged my personal consultant(the sales assistant in Blook name it) out to have a walk with me at Bangsar.My personal consultant actually planned to just slack at home for the entire sunday which it could drives me nuts if I were to stay home for the entire sunday.So I dragged and drove my personal consultant out =p (sounds so..forcing.I'm a dictator =p)
Had lunch with my personal consultant at the famous banana leaf located at Telawi3 which is right opposite of Bangsar Village II.I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessss the bitter gourd there.It's superb!And it isn't bitter at all.I am someone who can't take bitterness hence it explains why I don't drink coffee.
Bought a couple of shirts from Amos and 1 barbie dollie(if its like this) top from Blook.Pink in color.My first ever pink top I have.And my personal consultant forced me to buy the red top from Amos while I wanted black and white actually =p It is also my first red top.I definitely not a red-person because red doesn't stand out with my fair skin tone.
I simply just love the Blook which located near to McDonalds.The sales assistant there are friendly and they gives you advices and tips in matching with their tops.I love them!
Now I'm missing the purple tops from Amos.Thinking maybe to get that also.=p my personal consultant will definitely kill me for getting more purple tops kakaka
Sunday, January 7, 2007
Movie Marathon
Oh well I filled my first saturday of 2007 with a movie marathon.I watched Night at the museum at 1.15,The guardian at 4.25 and Sinking of Japan at 7.40.
Crazy,right?If you were to ask me,my butt not numb meh,I'm gonna answer you with a no.But my legs were numb.Seats in Cineplex at Damansara isn't as spacious as GSC's in 1U.I could still take 1 more movie after sinking of japan but obviously I didn't.So after movies,4 of us,fione con,bug cheng,icey con,sean cheng went to Kim Gary for dinner.Me and Icey ordered tibits.Her main course was err..Spicy beef noodle,sean and mine was supreme spicy chicken curry,bug's was cheese baked rice.Then icey ordered cheesy chicky wings and I ordered french toast.
It was crazy for me to eat so much.To the point where gastric striked me after dinner,effect of eating too much at once since I am a light eater.Bug was surprised over me having gastric even after food.
Let's talk about the movies I watched.
Night at the museum - It was okay,first part was kinda boring until the last part it was quite okay,overall a not bad movie lar.It is about a guy,Larry, who is at his dark ages with no lucks in doing anything and he had to keep shifting around for being unable to pay up bills and rental.Eventually he got a job as the night guard in the museum and erm first night something extraordinary happened;he found out that all the thing in museum has come alive at night due to the effect of the tablet that Pharoah brought.The tablet has spells on it that allows the Pharoah to command all the things in the museum and erm..Yeah the magical power of the tablet just brought everything alive even though Pharoah himself is sealed in his grave.
And it finally turned out to be a trap,3 of the morning guards wanted to frame him up,because they wanted the tablet which was made of 24k gold.They stole it and Larry able to find out on time and basically he teamed up with all the things in the museum in order to get back the tablet.
The guardians - this is a must watch movie.Is just like another remember the titans casted by Denzel Washington.The story line was great.It is about rescueing people who are trapped in the sea and hearing calls from shinigami(god of death).It might sounds boring to you but trust me it doesn't.Ben Rendall,legendary rescue swimmer,has once failed to save his crew due to his stubborness.If he had listen to the command and turn back to the base on time he could have saved 3 more lives rather than just himself.Hence,after the incidence of him failed,he was traumatized and he was badly injured as well.Once he recovered,his Sir has given him an order;that is to teach in a 'A' school until he is fully recovered.He didn't wanted that job at first but he has got no choice.Thus,he throw himself into teaching and he turned the programs upside down with unprecedented training which he set the environment more according to the real situation.It was a brutal training as they have to soak themselves into cold water for very long in order to build up the stamina and the muscle strengths.
This is a movie which I wouldn't mind watching over and over again and I have decided to keep a original copy of this movie.
Sinking of japan - Kinda..heavy.Because it contains a lot of theories,calculations,and it requires a lot of specified knowledge such as georgraphy and engineering,environmental and a lot more @@ To me..this movie ah...okay okay only la...The name says it all..lol..It somehow...portrait japanese's culture...Willing to sacrifice oneself in order to save other peoples...Generousity and erm...patriotism?Love for the country? @@
If for me I would have just migrate to overseas as soon as I could lol =x
Well I dieded when I got home.The blarrrdeee bulatan pahang was so freaking jam because everyone was kiasu.They all head to titiwangsa for the new build-up ferris wheel.= = Have no idea what so good about ferris wheel also.
And sean was joking about it,rm20-rm25 per entry(I couldn't recall the exact amount),so he would bring up his laptop to the ferris wheel and watch a movie.Because it is per entry so he has the right to choose not to come down after one round until the movie is finished lol
Crazy,right?If you were to ask me,my butt not numb meh,I'm gonna answer you with a no.But my legs were numb.Seats in Cineplex at Damansara isn't as spacious as GSC's in 1U.I could still take 1 more movie after sinking of japan but obviously I didn't.So after movies,4 of us,fione con,bug cheng,icey con,sean cheng went to Kim Gary for dinner.Me and Icey ordered tibits.Her main course was err..Spicy beef noodle,sean and mine was supreme spicy chicken curry,bug's was cheese baked rice.Then icey ordered cheesy chicky wings and I ordered french toast.
It was crazy for me to eat so much.To the point where gastric striked me after dinner,effect of eating too much at once since I am a light eater.Bug was surprised over me having gastric even after food.
Let's talk about the movies I watched.
Night at the museum - It was okay,first part was kinda boring until the last part it was quite okay,overall a not bad movie lar.It is about a guy,Larry, who is at his dark ages with no lucks in doing anything and he had to keep shifting around for being unable to pay up bills and rental.Eventually he got a job as the night guard in the museum and erm first night something extraordinary happened;he found out that all the thing in museum has come alive at night due to the effect of the tablet that Pharoah brought.The tablet has spells on it that allows the Pharoah to command all the things in the museum and erm..Yeah the magical power of the tablet just brought everything alive even though Pharoah himself is sealed in his grave.
And it finally turned out to be a trap,3 of the morning guards wanted to frame him up,because they wanted the tablet which was made of 24k gold.They stole it and Larry able to find out on time and basically he teamed up with all the things in the museum in order to get back the tablet.
The guardians - this is a must watch movie.Is just like another remember the titans casted by Denzel Washington.The story line was great.It is about rescueing people who are trapped in the sea and hearing calls from shinigami(god of death).It might sounds boring to you but trust me it doesn't.Ben Rendall,legendary rescue swimmer,has once failed to save his crew due to his stubborness.If he had listen to the command and turn back to the base on time he could have saved 3 more lives rather than just himself.Hence,after the incidence of him failed,he was traumatized and he was badly injured as well.Once he recovered,his Sir has given him an order;that is to teach in a 'A' school until he is fully recovered.He didn't wanted that job at first but he has got no choice.Thus,he throw himself into teaching and he turned the programs upside down with unprecedented training which he set the environment more according to the real situation.It was a brutal training as they have to soak themselves into cold water for very long in order to build up the stamina and the muscle strengths.
This is a movie which I wouldn't mind watching over and over again and I have decided to keep a original copy of this movie.
Sinking of japan - Kinda..heavy.Because it contains a lot of theories,calculations,and it requires a lot of specified knowledge such as georgraphy and engineering,environmental and a lot more @@ To me..this movie ah...okay okay only la...The name says it all..lol..It somehow...portrait japanese's culture...Willing to sacrifice oneself in order to save other peoples...Generousity and erm...patriotism?Love for the country? @@
If for me I would have just migrate to overseas as soon as I could lol =x
Well I dieded when I got home.The blarrrdeee bulatan pahang was so freaking jam because everyone was kiasu.They all head to titiwangsa for the new build-up ferris wheel.= = Have no idea what so good about ferris wheel also.
And sean was joking about it,rm20-rm25 per entry(I couldn't recall the exact amount),so he would bring up his laptop to the ferris wheel and watch a movie.Because it is per entry so he has the right to choose not to come down after one round until the movie is finished lol
Friday, January 5, 2007
New new new new new
It's a brand new year ahead!I shall forget about all the pains I had in last year and move on to my new life =p (kononnya lah -_-)
Erm well yesterday night while waiting for someone to come home and accompany me,I managed to had a "productive" chat with Edric over msn while he bored his head out of his mind.That crazy fella go and read my entire friendster blog scratch from my first ever post to my recent post.He really got nothing better to do. ._. I think I posted erm 42 over entries in my friendster blog wei. ~.~
Edric...Is a guy who doesn't look like a 21 (same age as me and younger by 5 months =p) this year due to his super size and of course,the way he talks and the way he do things,he look and sound more like a experienced 30 years old successpool(fione's sotong language =p) business man.That's why I like him sooooo much hurhurhur.I like someone who are matured and able to tell me information that I do not know and erm yeah most importantly able to share my joy and sorrow and erm...guide me at times.
Well I was telling Edric,Icey made me realised something...She made me realised the changes in myself which I did not notice all this while...Each lesson and each pain I went through...Has undeniably made me a tougher and stronger fione today...Well all this while I thought is good to erm be tougher and stronger than yesterday and it shall have no consequences...But it has it own consequences on me as well...
Erm well I found out that each pain I went through,I tend to recluse myself from others..Psychologically.I recalled,the me back in secondary school wasn't like this...I am much talkactive than what I am now and I tend to trust people easily..Even people who are closed to me but not super super close also I'll tell them my secrets and of course,at times I tend to meet backstabbers.And that is how I got hurt from trusting people easily and yeah each time I'll just tell myself,take this as a lesson and be smarter next time if you don't wish to get the same pain or repeat the same mistake again.
Guess this is the consequences of being tougher and stronger.I trust people,now.And erm...not to the extend where...Very very very trust until I can tell everything.My closest friend,Camy,even her,I do keep portion of my things or my secrets from her.At times I am worried about her.Camy is just like fione back in secondary school.She trust people easily and she's my baby of course I wouldn't want to see her get hurt.
Icey was pouring out at me about someone...And erm she said he's that type of guy which will keep things only to himself ans same goes to another guy...Then she said..You also same lar...anything happen just keep to yourself only..The only way that can see what happen to you is via forum and your blog...Anyting you just blog out only...Never share with anyone...You talk to yourself only... = =
Yeah,she literally said that to me.And that was like erm...A knife stabbed into my heart.It wasn't painful,but it is sharp and clear.I changed.I become more protective of myself.I reclused from people whom are around me.All this while,I thought I've learned how to be happy go lucky.And now,I realised that what I am now isn't happy go lucky but something worse.I hardly trust anyone anymore.
The pain that my 2 ex-es gave me,was really brutal and painful.It totally ruined me screwed me burned me stabbed me upside down,to the extend where,someone like me,can lose all my confidence.Edric says,a broken relationship will not leave just pain,it will also leave scars.Yes I am afraid.I am a coward now.After my previous relationship,I am totally clueless on how to be a girl friend,what more,I always aim for the best,and I always wanted to give the best to my boy.
Because of I hardly trust anyone now,I am keeping distance from them.But there is someone whom I am trying to approach,someone whom I willing to open my closed gate and let him in,but there's always a invincible barrier.My closed gate could not open easily because I am traumatized hence I hardly trust anyone fully now.Each time I gave my full trust and yeah it eventually ends sadly.I could not afford anymore pain for now.I am literally protecting myself from getting hurt.I am hiding in my own world by adding on shields that could protect me from predators.(yes,don't grill the sotong please.)
Erm well,I hope that someone could erm...Walk through this with me as I might take up a lot of time in order to release my closed gate...Berdoalah mu =p
Erm well yesterday night while waiting for someone to come home and accompany me,I managed to had a "productive" chat with Edric over msn while he bored his head out of his mind.That crazy fella go and read my entire friendster blog scratch from my first ever post to my recent post.He really got nothing better to do. ._. I think I posted erm 42 over entries in my friendster blog wei. ~.~
Edric...Is a guy who doesn't look like a 21 (same age as me and younger by 5 months =p) this year due to his super size and of course,the way he talks and the way he do things,he look and sound more like a experienced 30 years old successpool(fione's sotong language =p) business man.That's why I like him sooooo much hurhurhur.I like someone who are matured and able to tell me information that I do not know and erm yeah most importantly able to share my joy and sorrow and erm...guide me at times.
Well I was telling Edric,Icey made me realised something...She made me realised the changes in myself which I did not notice all this while...Each lesson and each pain I went through...Has undeniably made me a tougher and stronger fione today...Well all this while I thought is good to erm be tougher and stronger than yesterday and it shall have no consequences...But it has it own consequences on me as well...
Erm well I found out that each pain I went through,I tend to recluse myself from others..Psychologically.I recalled,the me back in secondary school wasn't like this...I am much talkactive than what I am now and I tend to trust people easily..Even people who are closed to me but not super super close also I'll tell them my secrets and of course,at times I tend to meet backstabbers.And that is how I got hurt from trusting people easily and yeah each time I'll just tell myself,take this as a lesson and be smarter next time if you don't wish to get the same pain or repeat the same mistake again.
Guess this is the consequences of being tougher and stronger.I trust people,now.And erm...not to the extend where...Very very very trust until I can tell everything.My closest friend,Camy,even her,I do keep portion of my things or my secrets from her.At times I am worried about her.Camy is just like fione back in secondary school.She trust people easily and she's my baby of course I wouldn't want to see her get hurt.
Icey was pouring out at me about someone...And erm she said he's that type of guy which will keep things only to himself ans same goes to another guy...Then she said..You also same lar...anything happen just keep to yourself only..The only way that can see what happen to you is via forum and your blog...Anyting you just blog out only...Never share with anyone...You talk to yourself only... = =
Yeah,she literally said that to me.And that was like erm...A knife stabbed into my heart.It wasn't painful,but it is sharp and clear.I changed.I become more protective of myself.I reclused from people whom are around me.All this while,I thought I've learned how to be happy go lucky.And now,I realised that what I am now isn't happy go lucky but something worse.I hardly trust anyone anymore.
The pain that my 2 ex-es gave me,was really brutal and painful.It totally ruined me screwed me burned me stabbed me upside down,to the extend where,someone like me,can lose all my confidence.Edric says,a broken relationship will not leave just pain,it will also leave scars.Yes I am afraid.I am a coward now.After my previous relationship,I am totally clueless on how to be a girl friend,what more,I always aim for the best,and I always wanted to give the best to my boy.
Because of I hardly trust anyone now,I am keeping distance from them.But there is someone whom I am trying to approach,someone whom I willing to open my closed gate and let him in,but there's always a invincible barrier.My closed gate could not open easily because I am traumatized hence I hardly trust anyone fully now.Each time I gave my full trust and yeah it eventually ends sadly.I could not afford anymore pain for now.I am literally protecting myself from getting hurt.I am hiding in my own world by adding on shields that could protect me from predators.(yes,don't grill the sotong please.)
Erm well,I hope that someone could erm...Walk through this with me as I might take up a lot of time in order to release my closed gate...Berdoalah mu =p
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