Sunday, February 7, 2010

A not-so-little gathering.

Went out on Friday with the darling, emobear, munzillahpalace and valentine pey. It was supposed to be just me, darling, emobear and munzillahpalace. Then ended up...There was total 12 of us...So yeah...But I had tremendous amount of fun on Friday! Did all the things I wanted...Skating, pool, McD and steamboat!

As for skating...I had fun but the sad part,I fell down ): I was skating at quite a fast speed and heading towards the exit,suddenly this girl just pop up right in front of me and it was too late to either brake or turn around to avoid her,so bam! I bang into her and both of us fell down and slide quite a bit of distance. My leg is badly bruised and I have a huge patch of blue black on my knee cap.It hurts so bad when I walk ):

The bruises on my leg ): dah calar dah



After darling arrived, we went to have McD because of both us haven't eaten for the entire day.After a round of McD...We went upstairs for pool! Losers were supposed to strip and the biggest loser of the day, Mr emobear-Fu didn't strip at all!Super cheating lor can >:(

After pool we went to ss15 for snowflake while mr.cheater went to 1U to pick up the fat mao.After snowflake with darling and munzillah, we went and join the rest for DotA, CS and L4D2 in FTZ. It was my first time playing L4D2 and I really don't know how to use ghost to attack! But still,it was dam fun!

Dinner we went to Chong Qing steamboat right opposite Yuen's.I hope everything was good for everyone because the food tasted good to me.Some more I was being so nice,I peeled prawns for darling.But actually I did it with some intentions behind.After he ate the prawns I peeled he must let me bully for ever already! Hahahah..Ebil ebil >:D

I think emobear is a pervert.See what he do to Ronald McDonald.I got nothing much to say because darling actually forced me to update. So yeah.Till then~




P/S:

Monday, February 1, 2010

"Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad. You need to break down and be torn apart. You need to learn now to pick yourself up and put yourself back together. Sometimes, the only way to be happy is to give into sadness first, cause without sadness, there’s no happiness, you would never learn to smile.

-how do I ever learn to pick myself up when no one around me allows me to break down and be torn apart?That's what I am living in.Being a puppet again.Friends are all I've got.If they doesn't want to see me sad,I'll put on a smiley face,when deep down inside I just want to be alone and drown myself in my sorrows.What else can I possibly do?I'm lost,without a goal in my life.I no longer know what's best for myself.I no longer know what I want in life.I just want to run away from the pain that I caused myself.

I just want to run away.