I have came to a conclusion in regards to my own COD.It is either I will end up with stomach or esophagus cancer,holes in my stomach or esophagus due to too much acid or anything got to do with my stomach or esophagus.
Starting this semester,around end of February,I have been having difficulties with food and my digestion.It is bad enough that normally I already eat so little,now I even eat lesser.And after I eat,it will at least take me 45min to 1 hour to feel better.After I eat,I feel like throwing out (sign of pregnant,ey?), even in the simplest form of food,oat and cereal.Of course,it will be so much easier for me if I just go and puke.But I didn't want it,as I am afraid that it might become bulimia later.Eat and throw out.No good,no good at all.
And oh,let me introduce my new friend to you,mr or ms insomnia that have been introduced by my stomach problems, I guess.I have been having difficulties in falling asleep or sleeping.Even if I get to sleep, I will have not have more than 4 hours of sleep,and those 4 hours of sleep,definitely not quality sleep.
Old friend,I am so not glad to have you back.Stay away from me as far as you could.Each time you come to pay a visit,the condition gets worst.
New friend,I am so not glad to meet you.Please get out of my life,never be seen and never be heard again.
Thank you.
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