Goodbye,ginger bread man

Still recall my first ever gift for him was 3 years ago,which I purchased it from a bakery.I was still working part-time in KLCC and I got it right after my shift ended.The queue was long and the gift I wanted was running out fast but in the end,I got it still.And the girl was kind enough to offer me to write something on it.

that's the first thing I ever got him as Christmas gift 3 years ago.Truth to be told, I never buy that kind of gift before also.Still remember we ate it together on our anniversary, where I decided to overnight at his place after the countdown and fireworks and whatnot.That's when I changed my own life.I had him in my life as the closest person to my heart.Well,things changed.Now,I no longer have him in my life.He's spending his Christmas with someone else who he have on his heart,the place in his heart where I used to be.

The saddest part for me is losing a close friend.He said that we can still be friends.But his action says it all.No greetings for Christmas and New year from him at all.

This year,it felt like a dejavu to me again.I bought him the same gift I got him three years ago after my shift ended working with World vision.I was stupid enough to still held the hope of eating it with him.But this year,this gift will never be delivered.Instead it will be going into a rubbish bin after I blog about this.And this will be the last time I ever buy this as a gift again.This gift really remind me a lot of him,and our time we had together.

However,I am gonna stop living in my past memories.I am going to throw this undelivered gift away.And yes I will.

The one I got for him in 2006's Christmas. See what I wrote on it.



The one I got for him in 2009.The one that's undelivered.



Goodbye,ginger bread man.You'll live as part of my memories,forever.